I Feel As If My World is Crumbling Down Around Me
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| Author | McP3000 |
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| Tags | action author:mcp3000 bitesized playable unrated |
| Created | 2006-04-04 |
| Rating | 5 more votes required for a rating. |
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| Description | ...Wow.....I never thought this day would come....
Here it is, the way i feel now. School grades going down, map ratings going down, sports career going down. Women, of course they're going down. I was once around 42 or 43 on the authors list, i think made a day in the 30's. I should of known it wouldn't last forever. Im almost sixteen, and i am becoming a man. Life is so slow these days, i see in faded colors and as I try to be better, someone else is always trying to push me down. I want to release from my pain...I know this isn't the thing to do, but this is the first of 5 maps, that will be my finale. Im about to move on from Numa... I'll be on the forums, i might submit a map once or twice over the summer. I might make a contest map, but as a career, its over. Im so sorry to the few who have appreciated me. Im making a tribute to them, and i want them to at least remember me at all. Some could say its snipers that got to me. As i came so far and rose so high up for the foolish and ignorant to tear me down. I feel like the great gatsby. My love for N is only keeping me here. I hope this isn't what i hope it is. ...About the level...its obviously an all mine gold jumper. It's what i am feeling now. The easy route to escape this prison is three jumps away, but an all gold and fulfillment of my desires is why i am here. Demos would be nice, preferably all golders. Speed on this level isn't the key -McP3000 |
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Comments
2006-04-11
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Regardless of what started it, your susequent reactions gave him exactly what he needed to carry on.
When I said "Is it any wonder", I meant: He would have targeted you for as long as you kept giving him attention.
When I said "Is it any wonder", I meant: He would have targeted you for as long as you kept giving him attention.
2006-04-10
rocket_thumped...
Regardless of holdeddie's specific motives for targeting this map, atob is absolutely right about the sympathy voting. Basically anyone who leaves is virtually guaranteed a very highly rated map, particularly when they're sniped. Again, I'm not trying to single this map out as undeserving, just making a general observation.
2006-04-10
ATOB
y u have to be such and ass?
2006-04-10
...actually atob
he targeted me because i once rated some of his maps very lowly because they were bad...
2006-04-10
tk
Half the votes here were made out of sympathy.
Or some misplaced empathy. Like:
"5/5, cause I was sniped too, brother."
To hell with it, all these guys overate each other anyway. Is it really any wonder holdeddie targeted here?
Or some misplaced empathy. Like:
"5/5, cause I was sniped too, brother."
To hell with it, all these guys overate each other anyway. Is it really any wonder holdeddie targeted here?
2006-04-09
Hmph...
Why is it that "farewell maps" always seem to get among the top rated? Not that this is bad, but it's not great either...
2006-04-09
DONT GO
DONT FUCKING LEAVE!! NOoOOOOOOo god dammit i hate the fucking snipers. i would make a threatening remark but i fear ill be banned or something. so instead ill just shake my fist... go to hell snipers!!
2006-04-09
And the irony is
that holdeddie (killer532, ntothepowerof1, and all afiliated accounts) probably lives with his mother, hasn't gotten laid, and all the other things he denotes others of...
WIERD?!
WIERD?!
2006-04-05
this is insanity
ntothepowerof1
ntothepowerof1fan
killer523
holdeddie
madmonkey91
.....this is all crap
dont care if you all aren't bad
but fuck you all and hope you get banned
Since you guys came, everyone in Numa hates you and youve ruined this site
ntothepowerof1fan
killer523
holdeddie
madmonkey91
.....this is all crap
dont care if you all aren't bad
but fuck you all and hope you get banned
Since you guys came, everyone in Numa hates you and youve ruined this site
2006-04-05
Yes Lets straighten things further
lETS NOT FORGET THOMAS LANE
2006-04-04
typo
one*
2006-04-04
let me straighten this up
Killer532-benz
Madmonkey-Lee
Holdeddie-edsel
No multiacounting jus onr guy influencing others
Madmonkey-Lee
Holdeddie-edsel
No multiacounting jus onr guy influencing others
2006-04-04
...
what is up with you and the word Deuch? you are a sick person. Also, its pretty obvious that you have three acounts. MD91, killer532: the dumbass that can't seem to write in english and there is the attention wanting holdeddie...
2006-04-04
typo
"you proved how much of a life he has."
Meant ot say
"you proved how much of a life you have"
Meant ot say
"you proved how much of a life you have"
2006-04-04
el_umi, De er en total mental retarderer
De vet hva, De dont selv vet guy og han aldri sagt han didnt lever med hans mamma, HAN ER FEMTEN, og godt... um... De er en dum tosk
2006-04-04
WOW
@Holdeddie: you proved how much of a life he has. First off if you don't live with your mom, that means that you are an old guy, who doesn't have anything better to do than stay on this site waiting to see if someone will give you the attention you so badly need. And apperently you can't get a girl because you managed to answer to every post about you in this map. I bet you have stayed on this map hitting the refresh button trying to see who would retaliate. Don't worry you got another one here. You seem to have some serious problems that need to be fixed and see if anyone can help you destroy the suicide note you have planned.
And you shouldn't even speak about getting laid because after your post's i think that every girl you've ever met or given eye contact towards have been afraid of you.
@McP300: Sad to see you go, but i know how much this game can take over your life. It's really difficult to stop, but i managed to stop making maps(it's a slow process). But you should really worry about your life more than this game, because that's all it is. As for the map It's easy if you avoid the gold, I did enjoy it I'll give you a 4/5 (and .5 for the speech 4.5/5)
And you shouldn't even speak about getting laid because after your post's i think that every girl you've ever met or given eye contact towards have been afraid of you.
@McP300: Sad to see you go, but i know how much this game can take over your life. It's really difficult to stop, but i managed to stop making maps(it's a slow process). But you should really worry about your life more than this game, because that's all it is. As for the map It's easy if you avoid the gold, I did enjoy it I'll give you a 4/5 (and .5 for the speech 4.5/5)
2006-04-04
capire questa femmina!
nessuno duh di frucking sono andato a un luogo di traduzione, ma ho indossato dà un damn perché lei parla in gergo me capisce lei muto come l'impostore
2006-04-04
@killer532
hahaa what translation program did you use? it sounds a bit strange to me (i'm german).
your text translated:
happy dumb donkey-american
you know what, you're the dumbest happy dumb female that i have ever seen and all your caves are sucking donkeys.
(???)
your text translated:
happy dumb donkey-american
you know what, you're the dumbest happy dumb female that i have ever seen and all your caves are sucking donkeys.
(???)
2006-04-04
german not french
my bad
all looks the same to me
all looks the same to me
2006-04-04
wtf killer523
i bet your another madmonkey entity
and if you only spoke french, then you couldn't undestand anyone here
and if you only spoke french, then you couldn't undestand anyone here
2006-04-04
Fröhlicher stummer Eselamerikaner
Sie wissen was, sind Sie das dümmste Fröhlicher stummer Weibchen das ich je habe gesehen und alle Ihre Höhen saugen Esel
2006-04-04
l'Américain gai
et à propos, qui dans le monde saint va qui rappeler vous êtes si vous faites un niveau de tribute
2006-04-04
vous l'Américain stupide
vous l'Américain stupide essaie de faire quelques niveaux décents avant que vous les postez
2006-04-04
thanks korbachev
and chasethebase
*laughs evily with chase the base*
mwuhahahah
.....:p
*laughs evily with chase the base*
mwuhahahah
.....:p
2006-04-04
*e-mails arachnid*
holdeddie, your days are numbered.....mwahahaha....
I like the level.
I never really played many of your levels I don't think. Actually, looking back on them, they were levels I loved, but didn't give too much notice for. I think I have some in my favorites. But the thing I'll remember you most for is your demos. I remember doing a lot of levels and I'd see you do the level as well like either right before or after me. Even if it wasn't too great of a level. I respected that. Just playing levels that you feel like playing and showing them what you did.
For a month or so, I'd make levels once every day or two. Then I stopped. I deleted the levels that weren't rated that I didn't like. It's not like I had no life. It's just that I would rather have fun than focus on school. And that's what killed me in school. So I started putting school first. And I still make levels sometimes. Really, just put your life first. I'll miss you though.
I never really played many of your levels I don't think. Actually, looking back on them, they were levels I loved, but didn't give too much notice for. I think I have some in my favorites. But the thing I'll remember you most for is your demos. I remember doing a lot of levels and I'd see you do the level as well like either right before or after me. Even if it wasn't too great of a level. I respected that. Just playing levels that you feel like playing and showing them what you did.
For a month or so, I'd make levels once every day or two. Then I stopped. I deleted the levels that weren't rated that I didn't like. It's not like I had no life. It's just that I would rather have fun than focus on school. And that's what killed me in school. So I started putting school first. And I still make levels sometimes. Really, just put your life first. I'll miss you though.
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2006-04-04
farewell
this whole thing is so sad.
i won't try to convince you to stay; i sometimes feel the same, and i know it's right what you're doing (and sometimes i think i should leave, too, and do something with my life).
i hope you'll find what you're looking for.
goodbye.
i won't try to convince you to stay; i sometimes feel the same, and i know it's right what you're doing (and sometimes i think i should leave, too, and do something with my life).
i hope you'll find what you're looking for.
goodbye.
2006-04-04
God no wonder
No wonder you suck other than your levels your grammar sucks too its should have NOT should of Dear Lord no wonder you get bad grades in school and your life sucks so yeah have a good rest of your life and also dude GET A LIFE and this isnt madmonkey this is his friend
2006-04-04
yea
i figured it out madmonkey, holdeddie wanted to get rid of u b/c u said he had too much gold in it so yea hes an ass
2006-04-04
Well :)
HOORAY FOR GAY! The deuchs are leaving, the deuches are leAVING!!!!!!! :):):):):):):):) Finally ALL THE RETARDS LIKE YOU WHO LIVEIN THEIR MOTHERS BASEMENTS W/ XPS OR ZCV COMPUTERS, ARE FINALLY GOING AWAY, hope you burn MOTHERFUCKER
2006-04-04
Real Fun Map
nice jumper!!!
2006-04-04
...your right, but its not just this 9400
i held onto this place, latched, onto Numa because it was my sacred area that i could escape and be great. Now with my Numa career falling, i am realizing whats going on in my life...
i dont want tribute, i want the truth
i dont want tribute, i want the truth
2006-04-04
Seems someone likes you..
I can tell that holdeddie is one nice guy.
Well..you really shouldn't let it get to ya.
Well..you really shouldn't let it get to ya.
astheoceansblue
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When I said "Is it any wonder", I meant: He would have targeted you for as long as you kept giving him attention.